| You throw it all away for that moment of happiness for the moment of exictment. You had the perfect life the perfect time but somehow you wanted more. You thought you could have more. What you didnt realize was that that more was only for a second and with the more your perfection blew away. So you're left with nothing but the memories of the more that you once and and the perfect you could have kept. Humans are greedy. They are always looking for the greener grass and looking for the bigger life than what they have already. Can we not be satisfied by what we have? Is there always going to be an unsatisfation in life. I dont want more. I just want to be sure that you dont want more either. |
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| If those who you thought were perfect for each other finally end what hope does that give the rest of us? |
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| Im thankful. Im thankful that im sitting here typing this on thanksgiving. Im thankful that im sitting in a nice chair that is unbelievably comfy for being a desk chair. Im thankful. Im thankful the im not the person who just died somewhere by the time you're done reading this. Im thankful that im not the family that is going to miss the person who just died. Im thankful that i have a family here with me. Im thankful that im not the guy sitting in the street somewhere without a family to go home to. Im thankful that i just ate a meal that made me so full and tired. Im thankfull that im not the homeless person digging through a trashcan for his thanksgiving meal. Im thankful that I'm have a mother that would do anything for me. Im thankful Im not the person who is sitting home alone wish for another life. Im thankful that I have sisters who just want to spend time with me. Im thankful that I am thankful to be alive. Im thankful im not the person who is cutting themselves because they arent loved. What are you thankful for? |
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| yeah some times you have that crappy kinda night where you really need to be able to drive to somewhere that was like perfect and just forget about stuff. Yeah well this is one of those nights. This is one of those nights that if i smoked id need a cigerette right now. God i hate these kinda nights. I seriously cant wait for the morning. |
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| Ive got another confession to make im not fool |
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